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Fairytales Gone Bad
When EVERYTHING means NOTHING!

Through Your Eyes
Sunday, May 03, 2009

If you've been wondering why I didn't post till now, well, let's just say I've been suffering from a major case of "burnt-out syndrome".



Recently, we have been alerted ORANGE regarding a new outbreak~ SWINE FLU. Though no cases has been reported yet in Singapore, we all still have to be vigilant. Especially the healthcare personnel.

How shall I put this delicately. I AM TERRIFIED.

However, this brought me to memories of 2003 when the SARS strike us here in Singapore. It brought me to the time when I was in SGH. Staffs were deployed to various department. I was glad that I stayed put at the ward. Staffs from other department deployed to our ward and we became closer. This is a period whereby I get to know my best sis Glyn.

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Ally and Me
I have managed to find my photos taken during that crucial period. It is very tedious. we were in our T and pants provided by SGH. We were told to have our shower before we go home. The part I liked was when they informed us about living in a hostel for those who might afraid of passing it to their love ones. I LIKE THAT IDEA though I opt out of it as my parents are against the whole idea.
Gown up, wear gloves, take off gloves, wash hands, take off gown and wash hands. The goggles are killing me (though they are reputed to be expensive ski goggles)...However I do find it COOL (the googles)..
NOw back to REALTY- IN RAFFLES
The masks are getting more and more ill-fitting.
I dread the day when I take my temperature...and have to report work is so torturing for me.
When I was in SGH, we were MADE to attend the talks about the Infectious control and mask fitting. We are being gathered and were informed regarding any new changes and reinforcement.
HOWEVER, in Raffles I find it MESSY and can't blame me if I feel insecure.
We are not brief as a whole unit in the same building. We are only brief per department.
Morale is LOW.
I understand that I am now in a different situation altogether. GP clinic settings but I also can't denied the fact that A&E department is our neighbour. Therefore we played as a supporting role to them though our staffs also have to be the gatekeepers. We have screening and triage counter set up just outside A&E department.

I realized that all fever cases was taken care of by my department and A&E at the triage area, a fact that hit me hard. Of course, the scariest part was how these suspected/ feverish patients got past the temperature screening in the first case -- SWINE FLU being primarily defined by "medical symptoms" like fever and cough, anyone with either of these gets shunted to us for evaluation.

The protective gear load increases steadily. It started out with masks, then gloves, then gowns, head caps and shoe covers but we have no goggles this time! The N95 masks are giving some of us headaches and claustrophobia, not to mention difficulty breathing, allergic reactions and profuse perspiration -- I have to gown and de gown my PPE. Not fun.

But based on personal experience, I can tell you that donning masks that make breathing extremely difficult, and gloves/gowns that suffocate and drench you in a thick film of sweat ( considering the heat wave that's currently ongoing in Singapore ), it's no wonder that some staffs can't comply 100% of the time. Try wearing your new uniform and have the PPE on. The problems is when perspiration is trickling down your face and your clothes are so wet they're practically glued to your skin. I've gone through this before, and it is very very unpleasant.

Wore the space suit for the first time since during SARS, I must say it conveyed a wonderful sense of security for me, since my N95 mask has a tendency to leak when I look down or move my head too much. And don't even think about laughing or smiling with that thing on -- your glasses will fog right up and scare the wits out of you. I decided to wear contact lens instead.

The only problem with the wearing the head cap is the inability to hear anything besides the whooshing of air as it passes your ears. The doctors that I assisted were also wearing one, so we were practically yelling at each other during the procedure or conversation "What?!", "Huh?", "Oh, never mind, here it is." Among staffs and patients we were also yelling at one another practically because we can't hear each other due to the mask and head cap...

ME and Ellen
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Me and Yvone
Yvone and ME
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ME and Jenelou
Me and Aymin
sticker given after screening




Tell them ITS ME who make you sad

Tell them the FAIRYTALE GONE BAD.

What will happen if FAIRYTALES start to change.

Simple... There will never ever be HAPPY ENDING!!!!...

Circumstances change US.
YOU
the evil ONES make US like this!








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