I refused to be an open book for people to read me. Im a closed book. A colleague
diagnosed me as an ATTENTION SEEKER.
DAMN HER...NOt that i wanted to say her....If Im an attention seeker then what about her...she will say I'm having fever, sick, have migraine, headache, diarrhoea, stomachache, swear...blah blah blah..i never eat, hypo, wanna faint...cant sleep....OMG...she will flood my hp inbox..with all these messages...
I need my life to be SOME WHERE.....
Ahead....
I want happy endings....I want to laugh, smile, joke...I want all that in my life.
Its been missing in my 29years of living in this planet.
I want to let go of my hatred, grudges and all the unhappy things, I'm tired of putting a strong front and I hate showing my true feelings....
WHERE IS THE LOVE?????

