Remember that my life has never been the way that I want it to be. At least it has never been a day that I spent my days crying. I do laugh, smile and crack jokes at times. However, my LIFE is never HAPPY. Don't get me wrong. I did this upon myself. I deserve this. Being 29 today, I have yet to discover what I want in MY LIFE. TODAY has been a special day, not because its my Birthday but IT is the day whereby my MUM gave me life. Having me for 9 months and then suffered her labour pain and me on the other hand decided to come out early at my Grandma's house. My grandma is my mum's midwife. Maybe that explained my impatience as an individual. I would like to THANK MY MUM FOR TODAY!!!
I really hope that all child in this whole knew what is the meaning of SACRIFICES.
when you do then you know what is the meaning of REAL LIFE. NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOU... ITS ABOUT HOW YOU MAKE SOMETHING OUT OF YOUR LIFE TO CONTRIBUTE TO THE HUMAN RACE.
Parents are being parents. We can't stop them from worrying, nagging, etc. Being me is also difficult, I need to worry about others. MY FAMILY.
SOMETIMES LISTEN TO YOUR HEART. DO IT OUT OF GOOD WILL AND SINCERE HEART. NEVER GIVE EXCUSES AND COMPARE YORSELF TO OTHERS. IF YOU DO THEN LOOK HARDER IN YOUR HEART AND ASK YOURSELF. AM I HUMAN. YOU IS YOU!!!
NEVER SAY WHY SHE CAN AND WHY I CANNOT? BE FAIR TO YOURSELF AND OTHERS.
TO ERR IS HUMAN. BUT TO REPENT IS YOUR VICTORY AND NO OTHERS.
Many things has happened this year 2009. It is not even half a year yet. Recession, Retrenchment, Respiratory Crisis (Swine FLU).
SIGNS that I received to show something is about to happen-- I recall my days in SGH during SARS period. I have bad feelings when I saw chicken in the wet market in Indonesia. I dont even dare to ate the chicken esp the sate. HFMD in Indonesia they called it SINGAPORE FLU. When I came back from Indonesia, on my way home from work around 12 midnight, theres a 10minutes so called mini tornado...Windy, drizzling...I had a hard time moving ahead...the leaves and the trees branches everywhere...on the road, pavement....the rain felt like a tiny pieces of rocks falling from the sky...painful when it touches the skin.
Maybe it just a coincidence. JUST MAYBE.
I have been there in NURSING when SARS strike and now when I decided to come back into nursing and now SWINE FLU strike.
Changes happened in my FAMILY.
What a year. I hope that something good is coming out from all of this.
Remember when I die all don't you cry. Just dry your eyes. I never meant for me to say goodbye, but remember me when I DIE.
