Kammy's new Project after Jack~ Love / Heart- shaped Wedding Ring Pillow Bearer

This has been visualised by me but to make it a reality/ product is hard. It has been two days back whereby I had hold the knitting needle and gave up halfway as I can't really put together my ideas. Therefore I procrastinate.

Its been a long time since I last held the knitting or crochet needle and I felt very awkward. But thinking about what it is for and who it is for, I drove myself to do it and it finished yesterday..ONE DAY!!! I successfully completed the project. I stuffed saga seeds/ love seeds to give it a purpose or special meaning to the personalised gift from the heart.

I can't attend my friend's, Regina wedding in Philippines therefore I thought of a way to make up for it. I don't know why i thought of it but the idea just strike me. I'm happy with it.


I hunt for a couple rings to complete
the whole gift. It was hard. I was actually looking for a tiara and crown rings but it was so hard to find and added to it is my exhaustion from work. I managed to find a perfect one after I have actually bought a pair of made rings of star and love. Wasted but I'm gonna give it as her birthday pressie instead. So its not gonna be a waste afterall...There you have it..Birthday gifts (couple stripped rings of love and star) + wedding (farewell) gifts from the heart.






Just some snapped shot of the personalised gift. From different angles.. =)

I have decided to make my THANK YOU SUNSHINE~ ONLINE PERSONALISED GIFT SHOP back in action. It has been inactive for along long time...here goes...JUST TAKE A PEEP..

http://personalised-gift.blogspot.com/

Hmm.. and today Dr Ass has been making my day HELL. Just hearing his voice make my heart beats thrice faster, having butterflies in my stomach...my hatred and fear for him. JERK. That's him. He need not do anything, just being him already created fear in me. Maybe Im too traumatised and having phobia around him. I have a good chat with MAnne about him. We share our same problems about him and I felt better. I really feel uneasy around him and I'm brain dead most of the time. DAMN FUCKING JERK..KING OF JERK. I almost paralysed on my seats and patients also created such fear in me..Maybe I'm not getting used to crowd and social around with people which I thought I have been. I have been putting a masked all these times. It has been too hard for me to handle. This fear I had it for life just that I brave myself to do it but people kept on pushing me around and challenge me. I HATED THAT. The fear come and go. If I felt that I am ready I would go forward, talk and socialised if not I would rather mute and be a grumpy dwarf...My fav character in DISNEY. I'm so TIRED all the time. Maybe and perhaps I have to change my perception of so called HUMANS...THE END!!

I had a haircut today in a salon near my house. I felt better..relief my stress...lol. I felt like a heavy burden been thrown away with every hair that have been cut...LMAO...Will post the photos of my new look soon..still same pattern of right side longer than the left...