As much as I wanna control it, it kept flowing down my cheeks. I hate myself for being so quick to breakdown emotionally. I'm not sad nor stress. I can't throw things and create a big HUHA in the clinic. IM ANGRY!!! I'm angry and since I can't vent my anger I cried. I was really blank, in a daze, imagining myself punching my fist against the concrete wall of the clinic in front of everyone. Theres no point saying I hate others..I can't control people and sometimes things happened beyond my control. MOre Accurately I HATE MYSELF. Another word this shows how incompetent KAMMY is. Yeah No one is a born leader but I'm a born loser. See what I have put myself into. Added to my misery is coming from this dr AsS. He damn Fucking pissing me off...OMG..I just feel like giving him five prints on both his cheeks..Im not sure how long I can tolerate with all this crap. I really have no mood to carry on working. Everyday is like dragging a big chain of canon ball chained around my ankle. MISERABLE...People always don't listen to me..ME..What do I need to do to be heard...WTF...I'm totally ONE ANGRY PERSON...

VOLCANO ERUPTED...

RECENTLY HAVE BEEN EXPERIENCING CHEST PAIN....CRAMPS PINS AND NEEDLE, SHARP PAIN, PULLING PAIN...

GOD BLESS ME!!!!