In my dreamland, I have actually taste a great sense of happiness of a lifetime. My grand wedding celebration to someone (I can't recall who?). What I felt was real, I'm so overwhelmed and joyful. It was like the dream seem real. It made me taste what it felt like. My so-called husband was so romantic. He held our wedding celebration on a cruise ship. I like the feeling of being on a ship whereby the breeze or air is so fresh and made me calm.

Many turn up for my big day. Family, friends. He is so perfect, gentleman and I could not ask for more. I WAS HAPPY. BUT it does not last long cause, he died. I can't recall why he died but sadness over ruled my happiness in a split second. I can sense it. I felt like crying in my dream. OMG. I remembered before I woke up, I heard people calling me a widow and they pitied me. Sigh, Thanks to my unconscious self in the dreamland that I can sense a glimpse of happiness though in the end it turn out otherwise.