Let me start of with Hari Raya Puasa that fell on the 1st October 2008.
On our way to visit our relatives. My expression already shows how much I would enjoy this day of visiting from places to places. I have not been doing this as a family for a long time though this is a once in a year event.
It caused me to have butterflies in my tummy and thinking of it made me nauseating. I kept saying to myself everything is gonna be alright.
My sister even tried to make me feel better. I was not photogenic and I can't even pose for a shot whereby I look happy or even smiling. I was totally bad in every single shot. I need to do better than that.
Yet another miserable look. Come on sister give me your best smile. It really potrayed how much I hate this time of the year of visiting.
What the heck. Just to make my little sister stop getting on my nerves. I smiled for her. I look like some street gangster with my chain out exposed. For crying out loud. I must be insane.
Yet another one taken with my first younger sister, Kat. Picture perfect for me at least.
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As for my second younger sis, Mariah she is too busy babysitting Sheyrin to get on my case. LOL.
Those who ask about my grandma whereabouts, long story, for short, well she asked to be sent home to celebrate Hari Raya. Brother, Siti and Sheyrin joined us for visiting.
We completed most of the relatives houses and felt exhausted therefore we call it a day and headed home.
Not long after the Hari Raya celebration about 3 days passed, we are being notified that grandma is unconscious and was brought to TTSH. It is due to hyperglycaemia. My mum and dad asked me along to visit grandma in the hospital to visit her as well as to speak to the MO that in-charge of my grandma. It turned out that her fracture is her least problems. She has low Hb may be due to bleeding somewhere which ERCP is suggested but declined by the family members. She has thyroid problem too. Surgery is not an option for them too. She is on ryles tube feeding, Nil by mouth, on drip and urine cathether and worst of all on restrainers. She was making a din in the hospital and create other patients to have sleepless nights and healthcare people more work to do. She kept on pulling her ryles tube and I/V drip- hep plug. I was speechless. Thats the last that I have seen my grandma. She was being discharge not long after since they have opted out all the possible option for her recovery, and I have not seen her since. Its hard for me to visit her after she has decided to leave our house. Its heart aching and sad.
I met Maricon and Cecile in RMG@RH. I was so happy to see them after so many years since I left SGH in 2004. Miss them so much.
Speaking of which, I have yet to update regarding my days after I have accepted the Acting Clinical Coordinator Post. I spent those days shedding tears almost every single days. It is just too depressing for me. Too much drama. Recently we have three new staff. A male SN and two PSO. I thought that thing will change for good but it turn out otherwise. People started to take MC, EL..just name it. I have been thinking that I'm not worth being an in-charge. I'm such a cry baby and hopeless. People tend to pity me and give me an extra pair of hands. I am really bad at handling stress. Especially when the JCI is getting nearer and nearer but nothing has been done yet.
My new hairdo...short fringe. I cried whenever I looked myself into the mirror. I miss my long fringe.
Yet another one emo pose. A pose that I'm really good at. lol.
I meet up with my bestfriend..Glyn and Lechumy after so many years of not meeting up with one another. We celebrated Glyn's birthday though her birthday is over on 10th of November.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GLYN, TANNY & ROZE (13th NOv).
I was so happy meeting up with these two friends of mine. I felt that I'm myself again. Nothing to hide just be myself. I'm glad that I meet up with them. We went to Vivo city. These two kept on quarrelling with one another. Very hilarious. I really have great fun. they have been teasing one another and share with me their problems and mine too. The worst part they said that I have put on weight which I agree. sob2. Photo taken beside the roadside while waiting for one miserable taxi. 