I'm disappointed with life surrounds me. I'm really worn out. I have never been this tired. Currently I am emotionally drained out. Sometimes, I feel that I would just dig up a hole and buried myself deep down inside.
I used to believe that if I indulge myself to work I could get away with my personal problems. But it turn out otherwise. I am now involved with work related problems.
Yesterday and today, I was placed at Sc Turnstile and this was not the first time I was placed at Sc turnstile in two days straight. Yesterday, have family day event and many school groups and today got prize giving event, school groups and I was alone. I was so frustrated with the management whereby they don't see manpower is very crucial in our line of job.
I was really being stressed out to the maximum and I really don't know if I could tolerate it. I hated it whenever I tried to call for help but was not answered. I was damned pissed. I would definately understand if theres a crowd at the ticketing counter but the problem is that there was none and my call was being ignored.
That time I have a school group and my school programme list was with the counter. I have to go to the extend of excusing myself to the teacher and go and get the school programme list. The moment I got in, I mumbled I gave up, and they can asked me why? I said of course lah, I called but no one have the tendancy to picked up the call whereby there are 3 of them inside the counter. DAMMIT.
And yeah maybe I'm just trying to find fault with people. Maybe I don't understand their work at the counter. Well, I just need something to vent on my anger.
When school gp approach, they are suppose to come out and help out but today, its late and worst no soul come out and helped. DAMMIT.
And when they helped I felt like a small fry. They instructed me and ordered me around. WHAT THE HELL WITH THIS PEOPLE!!! WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?????
I find humans are so irritating these days. I must resolve my own issues. I can't even shed a single tears. All have dried out.
I GAVE UP!!!! NO COMMENTS ALREADY!!!!! THE MORE I WROTE IT THE MORE PISSED OFF I BECAME.
I used to believe that if I indulge myself to work I could get away with my personal problems. But it turn out otherwise. I am now involved with work related problems.
Yesterday and today, I was placed at Sc Turnstile and this was not the first time I was placed at Sc turnstile in two days straight. Yesterday, have family day event and many school groups and today got prize giving event, school groups and I was alone. I was so frustrated with the management whereby they don't see manpower is very crucial in our line of job.
I was really being stressed out to the maximum and I really don't know if I could tolerate it. I hated it whenever I tried to call for help but was not answered. I was damned pissed. I would definately understand if theres a crowd at the ticketing counter but the problem is that there was none and my call was being ignored.
That time I have a school group and my school programme list was with the counter. I have to go to the extend of excusing myself to the teacher and go and get the school programme list. The moment I got in, I mumbled I gave up, and they can asked me why? I said of course lah, I called but no one have the tendancy to picked up the call whereby there are 3 of them inside the counter. DAMMIT.
And yeah maybe I'm just trying to find fault with people. Maybe I don't understand their work at the counter. Well, I just need something to vent on my anger.
When school gp approach, they are suppose to come out and help out but today, its late and worst no soul come out and helped. DAMMIT.
And when they helped I felt like a small fry. They instructed me and ordered me around. WHAT THE HELL WITH THIS PEOPLE!!! WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?????
I find humans are so irritating these days. I must resolve my own issues. I can't even shed a single tears. All have dried out.
I GAVE UP!!!! NO COMMENTS ALREADY!!!!! THE MORE I WROTE IT THE MORE PISSED OFF I BECAME.
