Resulted from a heavy downfall yesterday, my eyes turned out swollen.
But I still felt the sadness from yesterday.
Still feeling remorseful.
Can't stop tears falling down.

However, I feel satisfied by tuning the musics so loud until I can't even able to withstand it myself..haha. crazy!!! I go bogus liao...

I tuned in to, too many musics like Had a bad Day, Killing me Softly, Zen Me Ban (SHE), and Dangdut songs...just to let go my steam...
HAHAHAHAHAHA

I don't want to lose out to my bro who is singing to the musics from the radio...
I lower the volume of my musics and also sang to the same song as my brother...
Competing with him...hahaha
I don't care.

By the time I knew that my ears drums are about to burst...I decided to let out the cat (Willow) instead.
I knew that my sis-in-law scared of cats....hahahaha...
Vengence is a bad thing but I felt great....
It just that I have to get used to her irritating voice esp her laughter...Arghhhh!!!!

I think I'm okay now...I hope so.
People closest to me started to treat me liked I have a few days to live..
Hahahahahahahahahahahahaahaaha
I don't need all that.
But thanks is all the same.
I appreciate it though.
I just need them to be themselves thats all.
But of course minus the bad behaviour....

Well, I spent my day today by uploading the videos of my Fav Dangdut singers at YOUTUBE.
I felt great...YEAH!!!!!!
I must learn to let go....let bygones be bygones.
Forgive but don't forget..
May peace be with me even for a moment!!!
GOD BLESS ME!!!