Fairytale Gone Bad

hey guys..i'm back. well, lets see. i'm still waiting for job reply. to put in simple word....yeah i'm jobles...lol. the past days, minutes, seconds and hours or mths that I've been MIA....what have I been doing? I'm busy watching television, surfing the net all those uninteresting things lah which I will not bored you with. So Yanping you wanna know what I have been up to? have I miss working? Can you be more precised? hehe. you mean nursing? yeah what else is there right? well, frankly speaking I do not miss it not even a bit. But I miss all my collegues friends very much. You must be thinking what the heck am I trying to say right. Well, I don't miss nursing because when i started to be an ex-nurse...nursing misses me so much.it came and haunt me. you guys must think that im nuts but im not. let me explained..one of my sister is sick and being in the same room i had to take care of her...and my task is so heavy...like working night shift...i have to make sure she didnt fell and stuff...hehehe. i have to be awake every now and then to see whether she slept well..walau eh..sleepless night man. then one by one my sisters take turns to be sick...and im having heartache and really stress up...what happened man? im going insane.hahahaha...lalalala. then my grand-dad in hospital in TTSH CCU...heart attack..collapsed, got intubated...on u/cath, on iv N/s, iv dormicum, both hands restrained, on ryles tube...some many stuffs happened. sigh...many many problems. oh GOD!!! what happened man...and sorry that now and then i have seldom sms you guys cause...since im jobless im oso moneyless....so i try to cut down on certain things...but please dont stop sms me...hehehe...i think thats for now...take care. GOD BLESS. miss you guys so much.