Fairytale Gone Bad

heya, Im now currently working as administrative assistant in Yishun Town Secondary School..
I'm happy that I'm no longer jobless but I dunno whether I am ready to go for another job since i have just ended my bond with SGH..i have been recuperating myself for 1 mths plus at home..bored but stressless. quite like the feeling though. well, I have to start all over again. I have to learn new stuffs...I have shown no interested..i really dunno what I want in life and that was what happened previously when I started to enrolled myself in nursing. All past events came pouring in and its hard for me to handle...now its even harder as it is totally out of nursing context more of office work...my first day was like hell...maybe i'm too sensitive and really can't cope with new people/ strangers...like small kids huh...really miss all of you so much...kak dianah who always gave me advised and I really missed her laughter and she can't stand my whinning...hehe, and theres lechumy who always there for me, understand my every mood, i can rely and talk to her...esp when we go home by cab or mrt...tanny has been there for me....she also understands me and we annoys one another...haha. well theres, daiviyanai, she always supported me in my last few days of nursing...i can depend and rely on her..she make my gloomy days brighter...and theres so many..glyn my sister in crime...haha. she my angel in disguise lah. miss her also...always make me see that things happen for a reason...sometimes she make me feel better by agreeing with me...haha..and there's ssn wong, miss her also. i can always share with her my thoughts...a great person and can be quite strict at times also...and theres kak marlina, my sister who i can depend when im in doubts...i can confide in her. also, anisah....miss her called me minah jambu..hahaha. miss, eva, beth, carol, richard, eileen, xenia, maricon, rhoda, rizza, cecile, mercedes, lynn, grace m and grace rt..miss all their contagious diseases....their smiles lah... i can be myself with them....there no need to be somebody else they allow my to show my mood...hahha and they will go...please smile Kammy..haha...miss rhoda jokes...feel so relax working with her....hehe...whatever it is i really miss all of you and those names not mention, i really hold you guys in my hearts....not forgetting, auntie veni who i regard her as my mum....she always there for me..and sometimes feel bad of asking her to do things for me...esp portering stuff....auntie chereta too....miss kak asiah..miss her grumbling and miss scolding her and she probably miss scolding me too...that's all folks..meet you guys in my other days...